Sunday, March 28, 2010

I feel it in my fingers...I feel it in my toes...


Yeah! Love is all around, and I feel YOU everywhere.

It's been a week now, and I feel I've lost a part of my heart-beat, I've lost my smile, I've lost your touch, I've lost my life.

It's intriguing how some people can influence our lives. I thought I was strong, a feminist, unmoved by relationships, until you changed it all...

I remember you at our hi-tech block in college, waiting for me for a quick glance, minutes before entering the semester exam hall. That was funny, until you told me I was lucky for you. I remember you waiting at the college gate everyday, holding my morning coffee, trying to cool it down with all your might (Reason: I can't have anything too hot nor too cold ;)). There were so many such gestures which brought us close, and perhaps made me the romantic I am today.

Time flew and we did not even realize when we grew up from coll kids to IT kids (lols). Every moment with you has been magical, our sweet nothings, our stupid fights, misunderstandings, the list is long...

The moment you left I realized how much you mean to me. I had never stood in a queue for anything in life, never navigated through a movie theater for seats, never troubleshooted my laptop, never did groceries alone, never had a coffee alone, and never missed anyone so badly.....
I do all of the above now. :( :(

Having an extraordinarily caring boyfriend makes a girl really lethargic. This is a lesson in itself.

Weekends seem to be never-ending. Skyping and g-talking have become the order of the day. That's how life changes, that's how 'some' people can influence our lives.

Missing someone also has its side-effects, like:

* Listening to the same song over and over again, just because he loves it.

* Surfing through channels you hated, just because he loves them (Read: Sports channels).

* Not daring to cut short your long hair in this heat, just because he loves your mane.

These seem rather funny, but that's what I call 'LOVE'.

I don't know how long this trend would last, perhaps a year, perhaps more...until I join him in his new found country. Till then, read: side-effects (oops....am I applying a loop here?? ;))

N.B: Specially dedicated to my beloved boyfriend, the best in the world. :)

14 comments:

  1. Wow My sweetheart...
    you are really so special to me,dunno if i would be able to pen down all my feelings as you did but believe me I'm going through the same.
    There are so many things which I've been missing...i feel handicapped without you.
    Just yearning to be with you and spend all my lifetime with you.
    I love you Baby...

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  2. omg...pompi ba...beautiful...!!! awww....so much luv in n aroun' mei is makin' mei tripsy!!! :) :)

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  3. beautiful words for beautiful moments ...bravo ..
    dil utaar kar rakh di ho tum ..aur kya likhoon ..

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  4. hey tat was a wonderful message n u ve described ur lov journey very lovely n i can feel the immense of ur lov towards him. wareeh wah... no words to praise u :) M touched by ths fantabulous blog. I gues many gals n guys shud be very jealous of u both . I wish u both a long live happy life :) happy couple forever n ever:) love u loads:):):):) TIGHT HUG TO U:)

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  5. Aww..That is so sweet!!!! you guys are the cutest!! good work namrata..... keep the ink flowing :):)

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  6. Such wonderful lines!! I can understand what you going through,from the day he left,i had always been wishing ,may god bring you both together again very soon,as iam so used to seeing you together..
    You guys are M-F-E-O
    Get married soon!!
    Love ya Nam!

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  7. Hey, nice one to get tips to write love letter..:)..fully romantic..

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  8. @Vidya: Thanks so much for the appreciation, darlin! Your bro has brought out the writer in me :)

    @Rohit: Love letter ke bacche!! pehle dil ki baat toh bata, den likhna ok? ;)

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  9. I can understand the feeling of real love in your words..which I too felt in my life when he is far away..And your words are really wonderful ..I really wish you guys to be together soon...

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  10. thanks di, your comment means a lot to me..

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