Yeah! Love is all around, and I feel YOU everywhere.
It's been a week now, and I feel I've lost a part of my heart-beat, I've lost my smile, I've lost your touch, I've lost my life.
It's intriguing how some people can influence our lives. I thought I was strong, a feminist, unmoved by relationships, until you changed it all...
I remember you at our hi-tech block in college, waiting for me for a quick glance, minutes before entering the semester exam hall. That was funny, until you told me I was lucky for you. I remember you waiting at the college gate everyday, holding my morning coffee, trying to cool it down with all your might (Reason: I can't have anything too hot nor too cold ;)). There were so many such gestures which brought us close, and perhaps made me the romantic I am today.
Time flew and we did not even realize when we grew up from coll kids to IT kids (lols). Every moment with you has been magical, our sweet nothings, our stupid fights, misunderstandings, the list is long...
The moment you left I realized how much you mean to me. I had never stood in a queue for anything in life, never navigated through a movie theater for seats, never troubleshooted my laptop, never did groceries alone, never had a coffee alone, and never missed anyone so badly.....
I do all of the above now. :( :(
Having an extraordinarily caring boyfriend makes a girl really lethargic. This is a lesson in itself.
Weekends seem to be never-ending. Skyping and g-talking have become the order of the day. That's how life changes, that's how 'some' people can influence our lives.
Missing someone also has its side-effects, like:
* Listening to the same song over and over again, just because he loves it.
* Surfing through channels you hated, just because he loves them (Read: Sports channels).
* Not daring to cut short your long hair in this heat, just because he loves your mane.
These seem rather funny, but that's what I call 'LOVE'.
I don't know how long this trend would last, perhaps a year, perhaps more...until I join him in his new found country. Till then, read: side-effects (oops....am I applying a loop here?? ;))
N.B: Specially dedicated to my beloved boyfriend, the best in the world. :)
